Sunday, January 24, 2010

...emo?

Well, I have this feeling na wala na nagbabasa ng blog ko, so yhey! If ever na may mapadaan dito, I suggest you go on with your lives and not bother reading the rest of my blog, since I doubt na may mapapala kayo from here.
Anyways, I’m so bored. I’m alone in my room, and as usual, kapag mag-isa ako, may malaking tendency na magpaka-emo ako. So yeah. I randomly made a ‘poem’ out of nowhere. So here it goes...

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sitting alone in a bench
i got myself thinking
why this world's so crazy
how life makes me dizzy
and figured out the reason pretty late

it's more than just an ordinary thursday
when i was still having fun that morning
i entered the room, i saw you smiling
i smiled back only to take it back so soon
realizing that it wasn't really meant for me

afternoon came, you were telling stories
you said that you were happy
'coz you finally found the girl of your dreams
you said you know you love her
and it broke my heart to know it wasn't me

what else in the world can i do
when the only thing left for me
is accept the truth, the hard cold fact
that the only way to see you smile again
is to see you both laughing together
_____

Okay. Ang emo niya. The truth is, hindi ko alam kung saan galing yan. Hindi naman ‘yan out of personal experience. Magaling lang siguro ako mag-imagine ng random scenes, plus with the help of Taylor Swift (hahah, Invisible). Pero yuck, hindi ako emo, as in no way.

Na-realize ko lang. Ang bobo ng poem. After re-reading it, hindi ko na gets. Pero, howell. Hahah. :))

2 comments:

hanna~ said...

ianne... bow down to you my dear!
i love you as a writer talaga.
i <3 ianne!
meant to be talaga tayo :))

love you.
muwahhh.

♥..ianne said...

lol. hanna. mali ako sa assumption ko na wala ng nagbabasa ng blog ko. howell.

love you too.
mwah. :D